Is it, or is it not; that is the ultimate question

I find myself often listening to YA and NA book genres and thinking, “Yes this is what I’ve been told my novel series is, but my story isn’t anything like this. How can my novel series be considered either of these options?” I am struggling a bit in the category of what genre my book […]

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The Dude…He Abides

Today at work has been a bit rough, rushing through a mad delivery. Then I look at pictures of my cute adorable pug The Dude and all is right again in the world. Back to work. I have three more queries out into the ether, that is a success for today! Tomorrow I plan on […]

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Rejection Letter 19

I’m on rejection number 19. I know, not too many at all you say! But, I have sent out over 50 queries, and have ONLY received 19 rejections. That is a win, in some regards. I do honestly find enlightenment and encouragement in getting these rejections. I am getting closer, I can feel it. This […]

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Yes indeed…I do. I very much DO!

In less than 10 days my life is going to change. In ways I only every dreamed of, and was never truly certain would happen. Next week Thursday I get to marry my best friend. I get to walk down the aisle toward him in a beautiful dress, surrounded by amazing friends and family, in […]

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Turning Point

I believe there are moments in our lives that are turning points. You can sometimes see it after it happened, but in my case I see it today as it happened. Today I stood in front of a mirror wearing MY wedding dress for the very first time. I slipped the dress on, buttoned the […]

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Broken Pieces

It took a long time to see the damage you did, to pull back the bandages and see the bloodied mess beneath. It took focus, and determination to see past the facade. To see past the lies I was feeding to myself. It took a stumbling walk, turned into a desperate crawl to inch my […]

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Quotes of My Heart

Failing to fetch me at first, keep encouraged. Missing me one place, search another. I stop somewhere waiting for you. – Song of myself, Walt Whitman

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My Drug of Choice

I breathe you in like a long lost friend My chest expands like it’s always just been My head it spins and senses whirl, soft and slow once more with you There’s no other place that always feels so new Our lips do touch Once more you’re my crutch I let you out for a […]

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An Unknowing Siren

There she goes messing with his mind, He’s usually more in control when he lies There he goes back inside his shell Living on the other side of this lover’s carousel Oh if she only knew How much he loses control, how much she makes him go She makes love sometimes just with her eyes […]

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I’m Addicted and I Can’t Stop

“When hope and love has been lost and you fall to the ground, you must find a way. When the darkness descends and your told it’s the end, you must find a way.” – Muse, Dig Down Muse has forever been my own personal professed muse. I feel like their music is directly linked to […]

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